“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind, don't matter and those who matter, don't mind.”

So much for blogging every day!!
Where does the time go? I want to blog but yet when I see this blank post, my mind goes blank. I do have things to say but at the moment, it escapes me what it was....

I did good today by doing my daily job and family responsibilities list complete. I feel good every thing, but yet there is a feeling of uncertainty, worry.....about what, I've not a clue.. just one of those silly things that has no basis in any known fact or reason. I feel sad but I don't know why....Now that would be the height of foolishness.
*shrugs*
I don't know...

I am sure I will wake up tomorrow with a happy face, knowing that even if my wallet doesn't feel full, I will still be making progress, since I have done good in some things.

I know that I can do it. I can take control of my life. I know all this. I REALLY DO. I just have to convince my mind that I am worth it. I know that I am, but at times my mind plays tricks on me and tells me why bother.....you'll just be a side stone and you're making it harder on the rest of the family by trying to compromise/ juggle up priorities. I just need to take control of my mind and not let it control me. I am the one who gets to say I will do it. It's just a matter of mind over matter, right? *sigh* and what a lot of matter there is.......